Sunday, October 18, 2009

something I'm learning

This quotation really just captures it all. I've never ever been so outwardly busy before (I always say that, yeah. This time it's TRUE! Yeah, I always say that too).
Inwardly, however, there is quietness... for which I am so grateful.
But I know there can be much more, because I am not spending at all enough time in prayer these days. Long way to go, Carmen...

"The quest for a contemplative life can actually be self-absorbed, focused on my quiet and me. If we love people and have the power to help, then we are going to be busy. Learning to pray doesn't offer us a less busy life; it offers us a less busy heart. In the midst of outer busyness we can develop an inner quiet. Because we are less hectic on the inside, we have a greater capacity to love...and thus to be busy, which in turn drives us even more into a life of prayer. By spending time with our Father in prayer, we integrate our lives with his, with what he is doing in us. Our lives become more coherent. They feel calmer, more ordered, even in the midst of confusion and pressure."
- Paul E. Miller,
A Praying Life

[HT: Josh Harris]

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

rotf...lol [literally]

Sometimes being here feels just like back at home.... like an afternoon spent decorating my [class]room with friends (thanks guys - cut down 3/4 of my prep time!!), sharing dinner with more good company at Smokey Joe's, followed by 2 rounds of bowling at an old-school alley (Glashan days, anyone?). And just like back at home, my bowling is nothing to envy (to put it mildly). This time, however, someone actually gave me a few how-to lessons. Unfortunately, I only remembered to coordinate everything well a few times and the others were all losses. Also unfortunately, this individual's style (will remain unnamed for the sanctity of dignity), while mind-bogglingly intense, did not always have the desired effect.
Anyway, in the end the other two members of our team totally pulled through and we're expecting some free ice cream any day now!! :D

I am SO thankful for the gift of laughter. I think lots of people were staring at our gang in that crowded alley. But I hope we were communicating well what it means to live a life that permeates joy. Even when things don't always go your way...

My amazing housemate has put together this memorable video collage.


Wednesday, August 05, 2009

How is your life being spent?

It's been one year since I read John Piper's excellent book, Don't Waste Your Life (available online for free!) and was able to share some of my thoughts on it with other brothers & sisters in Ottawa. So much has happened in one year!

And it's been a few months since I came across this video, sung by rapper Lecrae ... now I am not usually into rap, as you probably know, but that is mostly because the lyrics are often quite vulgar and/or just unintelligible. These words, though are hard to understand at times, are anything but vulgar. Some of the most God-glorifying stuff I've ever heard! And the story shown in the video is pretty crazy good as well, once you understand it (a little confusing the first time through, i thought).

enjoy & consider.